Kelly (krazyk7) wrote,

How Can It Strengthen?

How can it strengthen me?
Then weaken, and demolish me?
How can it sing to me?
Then yell at, and scream to me?
How can you understand me?
When you avoid and neglect me?
Drink away
Smoke away
Give away
I work through the days
I numb out the nights
While desperately try to change my old ways.
I hate who I am; I hate what I’ve missed.
I hate that I care and in the end I’ll still miss.
I hate when you’re sad and I hate I’m lonely.
I hate that my failed efforts peg me as a phony.
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